Forever, The Champ

Growing up I was very confident. I gave out tickets to my concerts and made sure everyone knew I was a secret Cheetah Girl. I made up dance routines, took ballet and tap. I modeled for a great agency located in Dallas. I was living my best life, bill free. Somewhere around 11 years old we moved to an area where many didn’t look like me. I became the fearful girl. I started speaking out about Christ more publicly and became scared of what God called me to do. Not because I wasn’t qualified but I wasn’t sure if I was capable. My life didn’t go as planned. Often times I felt like I failed and let myself down. Something happened one day where I realized everything God said about me, and what God put in me wasn’t even based off me but based solely off of him. God didn’t choose me by accident. My story isn’t just for me but to the generation coming behind me. I always knew God did not give me the spirit of fear, so what I being fearful of? I guess not fulfilling the calling properly. That ends here. I am choosing to be used by God in every way. I no longer walk in fear. I am not moved by what I see only by what I believe.

God,

Thank you for choosing me. Thank you for being God. Thank you for showing yourself true in the middle of the storm. Thank you for loving me and keeping me. You are such a good father. I know at times I get caught up in myself, but thank you for being a healer and a protector. You are alpha and omega. Thank you for your reminders that I’m not alone. God whatever it takes, I’m all in. Amen.